9:25PM

i don't feel like i belong anywhere right now. i feel like an inconvience to anyone that might posibly give me a ride to hang out. its funny because i drove everyone around for years. but noone calls...or messages. the only love i feel is from my friends in chicago. who still talk to me.(some of them) perhaps i''m feeling sorry for myself. i have a lump on the side of my head that feels like a bruise. but i havent hit my head. worried? not really. not everyday can feel like a bright and promising one. i'll just go to bed early and sleep this one away. the press works splendid. thats a highlight. theres plenty to do this week for halloween. should be fun? JT