7:17

i got off work at 11:30 AM
i came home.

tooled on the computer until one.

went to sleep.

now i am awake.
This is my life.



i don't know how much more of it i can take.






JT

7:41 PM

i've been super busy lately.

working the worst schedule known to man.
trying to avoid sleep as much as possible.
keeping motivated to create
while also fighting through the haze my eyes always have covering them.



i haven't been posting pictures mostly because its hard for me to sit down and actually blog for a long while.

but i'll get on the ball.




does anyone actually read this?





JT

i moved back to jacksonville and all i got was a beer gut.


i drew this tight ass ganesh that i'm actually really proud of.....i however have not scanned it.


now any of the other goodies form the past art show from the 18th of feb.

i have scanned the line drawing of this:





womp. and i "sold" one painting that was awesome before i had a chance to scan it.

OH WELL.



regardless
there is another art show featuring myself,squidust(clay doran),crystal floyd, and a few others.....i'm putting it together with lisa from eclipse.....pretty stoked because its my birfday.




WOOSH.




time for saturday night pool and drunk.

i'll post a big update soon with tons of pics and ramblins

A long way to the top.

Every thurty minutes my mood changes, i hate everything and ev eryone.


i feel like chicago ruined my emotions.
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

i hate alot of people.
not going to just get over it.

i want a fight with someone.

on another note the artshow at square one was the other day. it was moderate to say the least. some decent art, some not so decent. it is what it is. Jacksonville is like the retarded stepson to any real city.


i feel like i'm bombarded with emotions, with thoughts and with sex, SEX SEX SEX!!! if you arent having it, you shoudl be and if you are FUCK YOU!!!!
i hate sex, i hate the idea i hate the emotion involved or lack of, i hate the way people in this society view it, i hate the way my loved ones think about it, i hate how its the only thing anyone ever talks about, i hate everyone i've ever slept with, i hate everyone you've ever slept with, i fucking hate it. i hate it i hate you and you and you and you. i hope you all get every fucking disease and you come so hard your dick,balls,pussy,cunt,clit,asshole explode into a million pieces, then reform and fuck you in your own ass until you die.... FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK URSELF!!!






i want to bomb this city and everyone in it





i'll post picturs later of art and other stupid bullshit i've been doing, i'm fucking tired and ready to jump off a bridge.


JT

Its been a while since i've posted.
alot of things have changed.

Reena is in Florida
She and i are back together.
We're going on "tour" in june.
we're planning to go everywhere and see everything.


i shaved off my mustache.
why?
because i needed a little change.

but i prsonally think i look better with it.
i'm growing it back.







Reena and i went and played pool the other night.
it was fun.

beer ensued.






Shot some pool




had some beer





enjoyed the night.

5:57PM

god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit god dammit i'm bored i start work tomorrow mornting i wish i were in nueva york back to the drawing board(literally) FUCK YO DICK!!! JT

8:57PM

i'm on a country music kick and its kicking my ass right back. i don't like being in jacksonville as shitty as the year was in chicago i didnt feel half as depressed as i do when i'm in florida. couple more months. i'm excited. i hope i get to see reena before april. HOPE HOPE HOPE i'm losing my mind. which means its beard growing time a nice clean PUSHY JT