4:06PM

I'm ready to move. i have a toothache. fuck JT

9:25PM

i don't feel like i belong anywhere right now. i feel like an inconvience to anyone that might posibly give me a ride to hang out. its funny because i drove everyone around for years. but noone calls...or messages. the only love i feel is from my friends in chicago. who still talk to me.(some of them) perhaps i''m feeling sorry for myself. i have a lump on the side of my head that feels like a bruise. but i havent hit my head. worried? not really. not everyday can feel like a bright and promising one. i'll just go to bed early and sleep this one away. the press works splendid. thats a highlight. theres plenty to do this week for halloween. should be fun? JT

2:45 AM

WIthout distractions i feel confident that next year will be the best year so far. I made four screens today the press should be here tomorrow. ready to get this ball rolling. i have to reopen a bank account tomorrow. and then get a site to sell my stuff from. i need a sewing machine. list of needs: transport(bike/car) Job(call me WFM) Savings NYC SHIRTS SHIRTS SHIRTS!!!! people who are interested in my art time to jerk it and go to bed. JT

9:53PM

anticipation, waiting for the call. i need this . life is a series of hurry up and waits discouragement has been displaced. anxiety still slight depression not so much. i'm confident that i can get myself together in six months. things will be different next time. i cant help but be slightly excited. building towards a new life. JT

1:38AM

Remember the time i was insane. and i don't mean emokid "oh i'm crazy and depressed boohoo" i mean i'm fucking crazy. like fucked in the head. i'm bipolar as fuck i should really check myself into a clinic. but god damn it sure makes me creative as fuck. i dropped 100 bucks today on printing supplies. this is the real deal. i'm serious. about moving and getting my shit together. next time there should be white gold involved. go to sleep. JT

7:39 PM

i love it when someone thinks they're the coolest and the best. it makes me dislike them. i'm not going to fight for something that isn't mine. what would be the point? i'm arriving at the point where i'm glad i left chicago. i did it to get away from being in a fucked up retarded situation. i feel relief and burdens lifted. i'm in no rush to be commited to anything. JT

5:51PM

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